P90X : Maybe, just maybe

I've tried it and failed multiple times, but what is it? The hardest fucking workout of your life. My fat ass decided that I wanted to try it again. Hopefully this time I can succeed. With work giving me only a limited amount of hours and there is no school in the morning, I figure "What can go wrong?". Tonight I did not start it. I ran on my treadmill for 45 minutes watching "Brothers and Sisters" through Netflix.

The only thing that scares me is the thought of failing again. I don't want to. I need to shed pounds fast. My body needs to go through this torture. Hell, I even was thinking about eating some potato casserole leftovers before I started running on that treadmill. I need to stay clear of the calories. Looks like bottled water will be my best friend for the next three months. Shout outs to losing weight.